Sunday, December 28, 1997

Bodies Of Light, Lockhorns, And Mail

So it begins that I was in Nick's (my step brother) room with him, watching the "Flower of Life" videos, and the guy giving the lecture was talking about humanity evolving into the "Christ Consciousness", which would place us into the fourth dimension.

Well, as we were watching this, it was nearing dark, and the lights were turned off, and the only light was coming from the TV. Upon listening to this guy talk about the consciousness shift, Nick and I decided that we were going to do it spontaneously, and so we started to shed our bodies, kind of like peeling an orange.

I went first, and when I got rid of my body, there was another exactly like it underneath. So I start to do the same with the second one, and when I peeled down across my face, one of my eyes was uncovered, and Nick goes "Whoa!" and says something about the color yellow and relating it to my eyes. Then I stood up, and I felt very light. I also noticed that I was brighter, like I was in one of these "bodies of light" that I've heard mentioned before. So I turned around and went to leave, and I decided to try floating, so I rolled my self into a ball and floated around in the spot I was for a moment, and then I went out the dining room.

When I got out there, I saw Aunt Irene, and I told her what I had done as far as going into Christ Consciousness. I don't think she agreed with me, and so I looked briefly into the mirror, and I saw a yellow fog just in front of and below my eyes. When I looked again, I saw that it was a projection of what was inside of my eyes, way in the back... it looked like a brownish yellow flame, and it made my eyes kind of glow.

Then I picked up somewhere (I think it might have been a different dream... There is a comic strip called "The Lockhorns" which is about a couple that has many marital problems that are picked at by the artist/author). Well, I remember that I was out in a car, and it was snowing quite a bit (which happened to be the case this evening as I write this down... it is now 1:00am, and I am writing this part from last night dream... but today a snow storm popped up, and there's about 8 or 9 inches of snow on the ground as of now). At one point, I realized that I was WITH the Lockhorns out in this snow, and I believe their car had gotten stranded in the snow. So I was helping to dig them out, but Mr. Lockhorn was walking up and over the hill away from us to find help. The next thing I remember was that me and Mrs. Lockhorn were walking up the same hill in pursuit of her husband. I guess we gave up on trying to dig out the car.

Then a little later I remember something brief about being out at my mailbox and getting my mail, and Jay (a farmhand that mom used to babysit for) was there close by in the tan pick-up of the Garbers' (a local farm family). I don't remember what I was getting out of the mailbox, but I think that I was wishing that Jay would go away so I could just get it in peace... There wasn't anything I didn't want him to see, but I just felt like he was almost watching me like a hawk, and it made me feel very uncomfortable.

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