I dreamt that I was out somewhere and I wound up meeting up with Mrs. Yager, my old high school biology teacher. (She was a strange teacher in waking life, but I felt that she was really cool even though she was not highly liked among the student body) In my dream, she was with a group only known to me as [Group Name Removed]. I don't know what it stood for, but she warned me I must not ever speak of this group with anyone. Evidently this group had a large amount to do with (I hesitate to use the word "manipulate", but in my sleepy state, it's all that
comes to mind) manipulating humanity into doing certain things or acting a certain way. I don't think it's an evil scheme, though. I think they're helping us, but doing it in a way that would normally be seen as objectionable, and therefore must keep quiet about it or be jailed or worse.
They had quite a bit to do with mind control and hypnotism, both on the singular and mass scales.
Anyway, I was in this large auditorium, somewhat like the Muvico Theather at Arundel Mills Mall with the nice chairs, and there was a aisle that went down the middle to the front. I was on the right side of the aisle, right next to the aisle. I was about four rows back from the very front, and there were a couple of hallways came in along the front at either side of all the seats, one that came from the left, and one that came from the right.
Mrs. Yager came down the one from the right, along with some other international people that I believe to be part of this group she was in. She sat directly in front of me, down in the four rows ahead in the very front. At this point some strange things started happening. I remember that
I extended out my legs and put them up on the arm rest of the chair in front of me, and I then saw three other sets of MY legs extended out from the rows in front of me, as if there were people sitting in them mimicking me. There were some other strange things that happened, although I don't remember what, and then all of a sudden Mrs Yager was in the seat directly in front of me. She made a comment about how I was so easily hypnotizable and that she had created all these weird illusions around me that I had just seen. I felt a little ashamed that she had hypnotized me so easily (not realizing at that time that it was basically her job to do so).
I realized that the auditorium we were in was holding a lecture of some sort, and that it was now over and everyone was up and leaving. There were three of us leaving together: me, Mrs. Yager, and someone that was a cross between Emily and Cindy. (a girl I knew in high school) I remember that this girl had done or said something, and she realized that I really was heavily and easily hypnotized, and she pointed that out to me.
I was going to start asking Mrs. Yager questions about why she was hypnotizing me, but before I could I remember hearing her (although not spoken out loud, but more like in my head, but still from her general direction) saying never to speak about [Group Name Removed] I took this as a command to not ask any questions about what was going on, especially right then with so many people around.
As a side note, at this point in the dream, I felt as though she had disclosed some sort of information to me before about what she was doing to/with me. I knew that it was for my better well being, but at the same time I felt a bit cheated that my actions and memories were being scripted or rewritten for me without my consent. I'm not sure if this knowledge that she was doing something to me came from an earlier dream (it feels like it did) or if it's something deeper. But this conversation we were having in the auditorium felt as if it were an extension of an earlier, more covert and confidential conversation.
Upon leaving, the three of us went to a fast food place to get something to eat. I was offering to pay, but they were deciding what they wanted and if they even wanted to eat here. While we were waiting around, Emily (I think that now she was more fully Emily than anyone else) was telling me about how, in my hypnotism, I had done some things that, in my mind, I would never do normally. There was something about somehow pissing Gregg (my boss at Mercedes) off at work either by starting something or really standing up to him about something, which I believe had to do with Paul (father-in-law). I couldn't remember doing any such thing. Em was telling me that I most definitely had and that I was hypnotized during the time of doing it.
Soon after I remember seeing a vision of being at work and getting pissed off at Gregg and I wound up pushing him around and finally down, where I jumped on his legs and proceeded to punch him repeatedly in the groin. I was then brought back to "reality", completely amazed that I had done such a thing, even if it had been provoked by Gregg. (which by the feeling of the confrontation, it had)
[This is where things got really strange, and I get chills just thinking about it. I'm hesitant to write it down right now, but I'm afraid that if I don't, I'll forget it.]
The next thing I remember is that I was out on a dirt road in the middle of the woods and there was a small group of mostly older people around me. I was actually at a fork in the road, and it went uphill from my left to my right. The way I was standing, I was on the main "trunk" of the
road facing left, so the fork was kind of to my right. More correctly, I was directly in front of the right side of the fork, facing off to the left one. The people I was with were also in the same part of the road as me, and I found that Mrs. Yager was off on the left fork, up just about 50 or so feet.
She started leading us in a mediation. People were starting to sit down to get ready for the meditation. But this one was a special one. Mrs. Yager said something about "lay down this time, and show the true guru that you know is within you," meaning that gurus usually lay down to meditate. (hmmmm... strange)
Just as people were starting to lay down, I remember seeing writing that looked a little like it was projected up on a transparent screen. It was black writing on a whiteish transparent background, and it was in the form of a verse. It said something like:
And Satan said to him, 'Who here is the true Christ?', and Jesus answered him, saying, 'I am. I am the true Christ. We all are.'The "Satan v3" was supposed to be the verse reference like what you see with biblical verses. This was supposed to be from the lost book of Satan which, for obvious reasons, had been removed a LONG time ago from canonical scripture. Mrs. Yager was the one that started reading it, but with Jesus's response, at that point, everyone around me started reading it aloud, almost like a chant in monotone. They all said "I am. I am the true Christ. We all are."
Satan v3
At this point, I remember that this African tribal looking guy was on his hands and knees to my right, and I was sitting (I hadn't gotten the chance to lay down yet from when Mrs. Yager had told us to) and this guy was kind of rocking back and forth and he lightly headbutted my shoulder. I let myself fall forward and I landed with my face right down on the road, which even
though it was gravel, it didn't hurt.
I closed my eyes, and suddenly I started to feel a rush coming from the very core of my being, almost like I was moving extremely fast, but at the same time not moving at all. I knew at this point I was in a dream, but it felt more real than a dream, almost as if it were really happening, but the best way to have this experience and be conscious of it was through the workings of a dream.
I saw the word "ERROR" in large orange text behind my eyelids, like my mind was projecting it as if I were a robot. There was a beeping that went with it, and just as it stopped, I heard a loud androgynous voice in my head say (and almost yell, but it was very harsh, almost raspy) "This is when it all ends, Jeremy!" and I knew that Mrs. Yager had released me from this hypnotism that she had held me in for so long. I was no longer hers. I was no longer being influenced by [Group Name Removed]. It wasn't like they had been holding me captive, though, but more like protecting me, and therefore taking over some of my mental facility through this hypnotism.
It was now over. This is when it all ends.
[I woke up, slowly, and without moving. I've never woken up that slowly before, watching my mind as I woke up. I hesitated before opening my eyes. I wondered if the world I awoke to would be different than the one I had known before bed. But I finally did, and lo and behold, everything looks the same. It feels the same. It felt so real that I'm not 100 percent convinced still, after being up and writing this down for an hour, that it was JUST a dream. I have a feeling, though, that I may never know.]
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