I was in a garage during the night/early morning, and it was a garage to my own house. The window I was looking out of was above my eye level, and so the only thing I could see out there was the night time sky. I looked down and noticed a small metallic indention in the floor. The floor was of cement, but the bottom of this quarter sized indentation was of a smooth metal. I put my foot over it and looked out the window again. I saw these huge missile racks raising up towards the sky, and I realised that this thing in the floor was a sensor, and that my covering was making these racks raise up. I knew that if I continued that the missiles would eventually reach their height and fire up into the sky, only to come down and destroy the city.
I took my foot off for a moment, and watched as the racks stopped and then started to retract, but without emotion about it, I once again placed my foot over the sensor and watched as the racks extended to their final firing height and the missiles fired off towards the sky. I then went outside and witnessed people running about trying to find cover from these missiles. Even though I knew that they were going to come down and probably destroy me, I wasn't frightened of them. I realized that none of these people knew that I was the one that had done this to them. They all thought it was some huge military power or something, not even stopping to consider the sensor in my garage. I then went back inside. During the rest of the time of the missiles actually coming down, I don't have conscious memory of.
The next thing I remember is that I'm in my basement with one of my friends, and we're thinking and talking of all the destruction that has taken place and how things have changed. We realized that not only did things change as far as just getting blown up, but something else changed, too. Something more subtle in a way, but also more severe than the actual "blowing up" of stuff. It was almost like our world had merged with another during this destruction process, and it wasn't with our consent.
After a moment of walking through the basement, either my friend or I (or both) realized that we had to go to the bathroom. We walked to the door where the bathroom should be, but something told me that it was no longer the bathroom, and that whatever was behind the door was to be feared. I knew it was one of the things that had merged with our world during the rain of missiles. My friend opened the door, and I saw his eyes get huge and his jaw drop as he started screaming and staring into where the bathroom had been. I was on the back side of the door, and so I couldn't see in at first, but I could hear loud mechanical sounds coming out of the bathroom. It was like a factory was in there. I came around the side of the door and looked in (while my friend was still screaming) and I saw these cavern like walls. The bathroom was now a stair well with the stairs cut out of stone and curving down and to the left.
I couldn't see around the corner of the wall to where the stairs went, but then again, I didn't want to see what was making that terrible noise. I noticed that the walls were black and blue, but they were stone. The blue of the walls almost glowed as if it was self-illuminating. I realised that to "defeat" this fear, all I had to do was shut the door, and so I did. As soon as I did, my friend stopped screaming and we left. We went outside, and it was daylight out. It seems to me that there was something about going west of my house to some snowy place and there was something about fishing there... and a sheriff. (???) But I'm not sure about those details.
I then started back towards my house and I noticed that the row of houses (running east to west) that mine was in hadn't been touched by the blast, and neither had anything else behind them. It was almost as if they had been the barrier. But everything out front of them was completely demolished. I could see the 2x4's sticking up from the ground, all broken and mangled and such, but yet there really wasn't any debris. It was almost like the houses had been plucked up by their roots and carried off.
So I started walking through the streets of the destroyed houses, and I was walking around people who were in stretchers and such trying to get to the hospital. I think there was also something about a water shortage because of the blast. I kept walking around, mainly trying to avoid everyone else, and I remember seeing myself from above, like I was controlling my character in the Nexus online game.
Monday, March 01, 1999
Tuesday, September 15, 1998
Flames of Siva
[Edit 9/9/06: I really wish I had written this one down fully after I had it. It looks like it would have been in the group of favorites]
--With Sarah (ex-girlfriend) at funeral
--Carla (friend from school) there as well
--earthquakes
--being out at pier
--running
--being at pool with 10 yr. old girl and family
--sleeping or dead family
--diving board on fire
--fire is creature
--creature consumes girl (through it's chest) when she walks over to it
--creature becomes [beautiful] woman made of fire
--woman called Shiva or Siva
--approaches me and I see blue flames in eyes and orange hair of fire
--With Sarah (ex-girlfriend) at funeral
--Carla (friend from school) there as well
--earthquakes
--being out at pier
--running
--being at pool with 10 yr. old girl and family
--sleeping or dead family
--diving board on fire
--fire is creature
--creature consumes girl (through it's chest) when she walks over to it
--creature becomes [beautiful] woman made of fire
--woman called Shiva or Siva
--approaches me and I see blue flames in eyes and orange hair of fire
Saturday, June 06, 1998
Drinking From Vases
I don't quite remember where I was at first, but I think I eventually ended up in this auditorium of a school or church. Scott (best friend from elementary school) was there, and I remember seeing his family and such, too. I was sitting back in the back left corner of the place, and Scott was kind of up in front of me and to my right. Some people that I knew were coming in, and as they did, they saw me and for some reason seemed surprised to see me. I'm not sure what they thought I should be doing, but none the less, they all acted happy and cheery to see me there.
Then at one point there was something about these vase looking things, and they each had water in them. We each had one, and I remember looking into mine, and there was water in there. They were quite large (about a foot in diameter) and they were fairly tall, a bit like a goblet or something, but they seemed awfully shallow for as tall as they were. The water was only about 2 or 3 inches deep. I think that I was about ready to take a drink from mine when Scott told me to drink from another one, which I think it was his. I noticed that the water in his was much clearer than in mine, and so I took his and looked into it, noticing the shining quality of the metal of the bottom of the 'basin'.
Then I took a large amount of the water into my mouth and let it sit there a moment before swallowing it. Then, for some reason, he was trying to find me an even better one. I remember looking in a couple of others, but in all of them, the water looked contaminated like in mine, which looked like a clear oil on the surface of the water. Then he had one and was pouring some of it out right in front of me to figure out if there was anything in it, and after a moment, the same oil stuff showed up in that one, too. So we ended up deciding that his was the best one after all.
Then at one point there was something about these vase looking things, and they each had water in them. We each had one, and I remember looking into mine, and there was water in there. They were quite large (about a foot in diameter) and they were fairly tall, a bit like a goblet or something, but they seemed awfully shallow for as tall as they were. The water was only about 2 or 3 inches deep. I think that I was about ready to take a drink from mine when Scott told me to drink from another one, which I think it was his. I noticed that the water in his was much clearer than in mine, and so I took his and looked into it, noticing the shining quality of the metal of the bottom of the 'basin'.
Then I took a large amount of the water into my mouth and let it sit there a moment before swallowing it. Then, for some reason, he was trying to find me an even better one. I remember looking in a couple of others, but in all of them, the water looked contaminated like in mine, which looked like a clear oil on the surface of the water. Then he had one and was pouring some of it out right in front of me to figure out if there was anything in it, and after a moment, the same oil stuff showed up in that one, too. So we ended up deciding that his was the best one after all.
Fast Antigravity Boots
I dreamt that I was with some guy that had invented these boots that were anti-gravity, and this steering wheel that went with them. When one wore the boots and used the steering wheel, they would hover a few inches above the ground and go wherever they directed them to go.
I remember being down at the end of the road that veers off to Pleasant Valley church from 256, and he was there along with a group of people. I was testing out the boots and wheel, and I got the idea to see how fast I could go. So I took off and found out that I could go 1000 miles an hour. I was so excited that I rushed back and told the guy about it, and he seemed pretty pleased.
Then I just kept them on for a while and messed around with them on and off, trying different things. I think, then, at the end of everything, someone else had them (or another set of them) and I remember seeing on them that it said something about 1000 km/h, and I knew that it could go faster than that.
I remember being down at the end of the road that veers off to Pleasant Valley church from 256, and he was there along with a group of people. I was testing out the boots and wheel, and I got the idea to see how fast I could go. So I took off and found out that I could go 1000 miles an hour. I was so excited that I rushed back and told the guy about it, and he seemed pretty pleased.
Then I just kept them on for a while and messed around with them on and off, trying different things. I think, then, at the end of everything, someone else had them (or another set of them) and I remember seeing on them that it said something about 1000 km/h, and I knew that it could go faster than that.
Monday, June 01, 1998
Melissa's Moving In
I was supposed to be having this girl come and move in with me until I went down to Georgia. It was Melissa, the girl from Pittsburgh that I've been talking to the past couple of nights in Lycos Chat. I was talking to mom about cleaning up to prepare for her arrival, and we were just up in my room early in the morning, but it was very bright out.
Then as I was getting ready to start cleaning up, I was thinking about two computer monitors I had sitting on a shelf, and how she might need one of them. (The shelf was about where the attic door is) One of them was the monochrome green screen, and the other was full color. Then Eric (brother) came in and took the monochrome one and started to leave. I told him not to because I needed it for just in case if Melissa wanted to use it, but he didn't listen and started to just run off quicker. I remember following him out, and a piece that plugged into the back came off as he was going down the front steps.
Then as I was getting ready to start cleaning up, I was thinking about two computer monitors I had sitting on a shelf, and how she might need one of them. (The shelf was about where the attic door is) One of them was the monochrome green screen, and the other was full color. Then Eric (brother) came in and took the monochrome one and started to leave. I told him not to because I needed it for just in case if Melissa wanted to use it, but he didn't listen and started to just run off quicker. I remember following him out, and a piece that plugged into the back came off as he was going down the front steps.
Healing Water Vibrations
I was in my room and just my lamp on my desk was on (the one with the magnifying glass in it) and there was water in my room that was waist high. It was night time out. I then started to make circles on the top of the water with my hands. My right hand was going counter-clockwise, and my left was going clockwise.
After doing this for a fairly decent amount of time, there were thousands of little surface waves around me, and this humming sound started. It was much like one of those singing bowls that one taps and then runs the ringer around the edge of the bowl actually making the sound grow. I knew that this had healing properties for whatever part of me was in the water, so I was trying to get a little deeper and a little deeper but still keeping my hands going around and making the waves.
Then I stopped after a little bit (I think it was because I wasn't able to keep up the resonance) and then I remember being downstairs telling mom about it, trying to explain the whole thing to her, but either she wasn't interested, or she didn't understand.
After doing this for a fairly decent amount of time, there were thousands of little surface waves around me, and this humming sound started. It was much like one of those singing bowls that one taps and then runs the ringer around the edge of the bowl actually making the sound grow. I knew that this had healing properties for whatever part of me was in the water, so I was trying to get a little deeper and a little deeper but still keeping my hands going around and making the waves.
Then I stopped after a little bit (I think it was because I wasn't able to keep up the resonance) and then I remember being downstairs telling mom about it, trying to explain the whole thing to her, but either she wasn't interested, or she didn't understand.
Saturday, May 30, 1998
Ignoring Bryan
I think that I was at work, but somehow it was my house, too. At some point Bryan (guy from Merillat that stalked me) showed up and was trying to talk to me, but I knew that he had sent that "Notice of Trespass" and therefore he couldn't really talk to me. So I was ignoring him completely, and he knew that he couldn't do anything about it. I thought it was fun to hear him talk and just act like he wasn't even there. After trying it for a little bit, I left the room I was in and came to a room that looked like my own, and he followed me. He kept trying to talk to me, but I just kept ignoring him. I think that either the dream ended or he actually got the message and decided to leave.
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